Morning, it's early as fuck. It's Saturday and I quit my job yesterday but I woke while it's still dark thinking about it. It's done, I never go back. It all happened pretty fast. Let me back up.. I haven't been happy at work, it was customer service and as many of you know that can really drain a gal. Combined with the fact that I was still a temp there with no offer on the table after 6 months. So I updated my resume and LinkedIn and started applying for jobs. ONLY jobs that interested me. I figured well I have something now, I'll have it until the end of the year, but I'm going to look.
I applied to probably 40 jobs the last couple months and finally got a phone interview with human resources. Nailed it. They asked me to go downtown for an in person interview with the assistant vice president and others. Nailed it. They did a background check which caused me soo much worry and concern (only because of my arrest earlier this year) and I waited on pins and needles for 48 hours but then I got the call!
It's a raise and benefits, the whole nine yards. I am psyched!!! But I found out Thursday and yesterday was my last day at work because I gave a day notice, haha. It was a tough day I was very emotional but I worked and cleaned up my desk the best I could... and had some tears and hugs with my coworkers... and then it was over.
A friend of mine was supposed to come by last night for a glass of wine to celebrate but that ended up falling through so I drank two glasses alone and watched some netflix and went to bed early. Lol. So here I am.
Just looked outside. There is no way the sun is completely up yet or maybe it's just going to be a gray rainy day. Yay, November. Can't say I like this time of year. Excited for the changes coming my way though. More changes. What a fucking year.
Omg how could I forgot to mention that I have been off zoloft for 3 months now!! I feel pretty good :-) Definitely emotional but I always have been. It was rough for awhile there but I stuck it out. There was no part of me that wanted to be on meds! I did what I had to do to get out of a bad situation and the pill helped I suppose but it wasn't doing me any more favors and I am glad to be off.
I haven't had a comment on this blog since the summer of 2016! Is anyone out there??
Took a couple hits off my pipe. Wake and Bake! It's going to be a good day. I have out of state family coming into town for thanksgiving and I can't wait to see them. Guess I'm out of words, love and peace all!
2 comments:
Hey, I rarely comment much on people's blogs. I do read though, and I have enjoyed reading yours over the years so I appreciate the update. I'm just as guilty of taking absences from this place as any one else, but a lot of my favorite bloggers from years ago never really post any more, and I always hope it's because they found some hope that allowed them to not need the outlet, but I still miss hearing from people.
Glad you were able to get off the Zoloft, and cheers to new starts!
I could've sworn I'd been commenting. I sorry, I should've been more diligent considering I do always read your posts. Words are just hard to find recently.
Congrats on the new job! :)
xx
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