It's Friday, and I've got an event-packed weekend at my fingertips.
Tonight: Leave work three hours early. Get all dolled up. Go to see band at bar. Lead singer of band is J., a guy I messed around with six months ago. We haven't seen each other since and this is the first time in awhile that his band is playing here again. He is the one who got rough with me...my fantasy. I have a scar on my arm from our last night together. A literal scar. From being pushed into the wall or washing machine, who can remember?
Tomorrow: Big Halloween Party. C. is coming, even though I blew him off last weekend. I am wearing a slutty/sexy costume. It's tight and revealing, so I've been eating less the past few days. As for C., well, I don't know. I wish I didn't invite him but maybe we'll have a good time.
Boys boys boys! My days and nights are filled with them!
At work, J. and I have been talking more and more. We exchange fleeting longing stares. He is beyond sexy. It makes work kind of fun and reckless. This could go on for awhile.
Time to get ready. I only have to work for five hours today! The sooner I get there, the sooner I leave :)
Think super-thin today. Say NO to dessert and second helpings. Not worth it.
Being thin and gorgeous will get you places, and as much as I'd like to deny that in favor of equal rights, I can't.
It's a fact. Be thin. Think thin. Stay strong.