well hello

well hello

Wednesday, March 23, 2016

Been awake for a little over an hour, on cigarette number four, plus coffee, no food.
Wish I could feel happy.
I don't. Just lost. Completely lost myself.

Fucked D. last weekend for the first time in months. Didn't hear from him after. Fucker totally used me.

I hate myself.

1 comment:

Bella said...

Please don't hate yourself. Some guys like D are just assholes when it comes to using people like that and disappearing. It's a lesson I've learnt the hard way (...again) in the last few months :-/ I'm not going to tell you it's a matter of self-worth or self-respect or anything like that (which is what I've been hearing a lot), because it's not. It's about him being an asshole.