Quickie.

To do: Get ready for concert tonight (obv).

but later.. pack stuff in boxes. find someone to switch with me for the wedding I was just invited to next Sat!!! By a cute guy ; ) Also, email Dr. G. Ted S. (school shit). set aside $ for credit card (already outta control). work tomorrow at 7 pm. umm. Yeah. can't think. hope this coffee kicks in. Oh man this whole starving, then eating some, then FEELING IT, then starving again, plus coffee, is making me feel s i c k. No energy, horrible, restless nights and nightmares. Smaller smile. Social avoidance. Gah. What to do, how to act, what to eat, drink, smoke...my stomach honestly feels just rotten. Help...

More tomorrow I think, including the details of my fast.