I really hate life right now, today, this moment, whatever. I am so goddamn miserable and filled to the brim with hate and contempt. I hate everything right now. The other day in class I sat and scribbled as hard as I could on a piece of lined paper "I hate this, I hate that" - I filled two or three pages. Even this blog sucks. I don't keep it up and it is no longer therapeutic. I can't even type. I missed my counseling today, just skipped it, didn't even call. So add him to the list of people that probably hate me. I hate you I hate you I hate you ihateyou.
Die. D I E. d.i.e.
I hate this, I am a mess. I fucking don't even know what to do anymore. I suck at life.
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