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well hello

Monday, January 19, 2015


He loves me, he said it and I believe it.

D. has been gone exactly two weeks and there are three and a half more to go. Tonight, he recorded his voice saying, "I love you baby" and sent it to me. I fucking melted.

What we have gone through has been so huge, so life-changing. It is bringing us closer together and I am thankful for that.

Thanks for the comments on my last post. I was extremely depressed that evening. Tonight? Not so much. Work is an excellent distraction. My therapist is amazing. My boyfriend loves me. I have sweet and open-minded readers. Feeling good about life.

Coincidentally, I am out of weed. I am energized without it yet the craving is tremendous. I will most likely be re-upping tonight. I don't dare try to sleep without it. I need to get restful sleep or I'm a bear. My friend will probably deliver some in an hour or so.

I have no food in the house, nothing. I desperately need to grocery shop. I actually stopped at Wegmans today but only bought cat food. #win.

Have a great night babes.
xx ~s


K1064 said...

I like this post! I'm so happy to hear you up-beat and positive.

Yeah, life gives us really shitty things to deal with sometimes....but it's the really great days that makes it all worth it.

Take care girl!

Bella said...

Aww, so happy for the two of you. You two have been through such a hard journey, and as sad as it is, it's wonderful to see that D's stuck by you the whole way.
I can never sleep without smoke. Sometimes it's just like "holy shit, is *this* what normal people feel like?"

Take care of yourself <3