But oops! I was going to have dinner with my friend K. but sorryyy I don't eat dinner today so we'll have to catch up another time :) She (understandably) is ignoring my texts now but oh well K. don't you see I'm on a mission to thin?
My head is splitting, I'm quite hungry. Today: apple. yogurt.
That be it, yo.
It's five at night! So I'll maybe have a little oatmeal or another apple or something before I go there so my stomach doesn't growl when we're sitting close. But I'd declare today a good day, intake wise.
I had a counseling session today. *sighs*
It's draining. I never talk about my e.d. There's too much other ground to cover.
J. J. J.
Omg. Ohhh Emmmm Geeeee!
Nah, it's cool. I'm feeling ghetto today. I'm losing it, I am doing laundry and smoking a little right now. I want to lie down and just chill but I'll wait until I'm laying in J.'s arms. If I lay in his arms. Maybe it'll be awkward. Maybe it'll feel all wrong. Oh, I could drive myself crazy with every little worry and what-if.
I bought a sweet tapestry for my wall. It. Looks. Sick!
Gotta love turquoise.
Gotta live this flying high feeling of thinness.