I'm feeling really depressed. If one more thing goes wrong I may just pop. I binged tonight and I hate myself for allowing binge foods in my apartment. I bought things like cookie dough and microwavable pizzas. I ate so much, and then I ate one laxative. I really should just puke but I don't have the energy.
I deserve to suffer with this fat stomach of mine. I deserve to hate myself all day tomorrow for tonight's recklessness. I am so behind in school. I am losing it.
Get me the fuck out of here, will you? I need change, I need help, I need guidance. I'm falling.
I hate me I hate me I hate me I hate me I hate me I hate me I hate me.
Yell at me please. Hurt me with your words.