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Saturday, October 17, 2009

Like the Wind.

430-something "facebook friends" but no best and none to talk to, ever. Today has been weird. This last week has been just insane. Next week should follow suit. I keep getting ripped off on good weed, which is pissing me off. I have a pimple, my period, and NO refill to Zoloft. Sigh. So I am kind of a hot mess. Speaking of which, I need to pop some Midol to continue to reduce this annual bloat.

Ugh I have no motivation to do anything today. I peaked mid-week, I got shit done. Now I am gross and lazy and I have to go to work in an hour. I don't even know what to do with myself. I sit in front of the computer out of PURE HABIT. It's like I traded smoking cigs for scanning a screen of useless information.

Sometimes I just hate myself.

I went home this week, that was interesting. I paid over $300 to get my car fixed last friday and it still sounds like shit. Where is the good? I need to find some silver linings, ok, I finished a book I started over the summer, called, (appropriately) The Summer I Dared. It was great, kind of slow at first, which is why it took me so long to read it. But upon finishing it last night and reflecting a tad, I really enjoyed it and probably could have learned a lesson from it had I finished it in a normal time.

Well I like stretching things out, making them last. Just not food, unfortunately.

I haven't ate yet, just a banana. It is 6 in the evening, so much time for failure still. But that is what sleeping all day does for you. I like to sleep uninterrupted. Since getting this cat a couple months ago I have learned that sleep is a precious thing. I can't sleep unless he is sleeping. LITERALLY...

I need to take/post measurements soon, I know I had them on here over the summer, so expect that (I care more than you haha).

Still no action, no sex, no kissing. A little flirting. There is one guy that is fuckable to me. He is 5 years older than me. He is superhot. But an Aries, and I am a Virgo. And I don't think he has a home, a paying job, or a cell phone. Maybe he does, I don't know anything about him other than some random emails. Well he has computer access haha a plus. I love the internet! Amazing what it is, compared to when I was much younger. Our first family computer was sloowww, and ancient. And I hated dial up!

Well strolling down memory lane just know got my mood lifted from where it was before. Thanks Blogger. Peace Out, Think Thin.

I'm going to work high. YeS/wish me LuCk. I do still need to prioritze. But I know what gets me through the day. ;)

1 comment:

MyNameIsMellon said...

F'kn ay girl! Lol. You must have an amazing social life to have that many fb friends. Well I also wish I had the plums you have. I don't know if I could stroll into work like that, but good luck to you. As for the guy, just do what feels right. I'm not the best person to give advice on these things, though. I hope whatever you decide works out. =)