I have not posted in awhile. I have been incredibly busy. I have been reading your blogs, though. Isn't it funny how I have no problem lurking behind the scenes, reading SO many different blogs that I just get lost in a tangled web of lives therefore neglecting MY blog? I suppose it is because my life is not exceptionally interesting. I do what I can to liven shit up. I break the rules sometimes. I curse like a sailor and blush like a virgin around a suggestive stare. I am a study of contrasts. A hypocrite, a lover.
I am in a weird mood. T. was here late, again, lol, cue me blushing. He is great, amazing, I don't know a word for him, he is just T. He is sexy as fuck. It is basically up to me whether or not we "get official"/start a relationship...he wants it. I sort of want it. We were very open tonight. I can't explain why I don't know for sure about being a couple- I do know this, though. I am extremely insecure. It is debilitating to say the least. Tonight I was talking down about myself a little to him. He said I don't give myself enough credit. I do not know what that means. Credit for what? I am just me...whoever that is.
OH! I got an I-touch Ipod, and downloaded the free app Lose it!!!! I have it set so I lose two pounds a week!!! I love it so far, I am addicted to the calculations, the inspiration. I am reduced to the number of calories I eat. I am allowed 1,061 calories per day. I am trying like hell here, I need to shed some poundage FAST!!!! So yeah, I totally recommend this app if you have an I-phone or I-touch. I just know it's going to work!!!
Think thinner, lovelies.