My mom told me I "verbally abuse" her.
How am I supposed to take that? I feel bad...I just can't change. I am miserable and taking it out on whoever is around. What a bitch I am.
In other news, yesterday was one long binge.
Today: 1 tofurky beer brat on 1 slice of whole wheat bread with mustard and lettuce. 1 slice of watermelon.
I feel fat because I AM FAT!
Fat and bitchy.
Ugh when will this self-loathing end? I suppose I am in charge of all that. I just have too many loose ends, STILL. The god damn fire really put a damper on my life. Fuck you fire. Fuck you girl that started it. FUCK YOU WORLD!!!!!!!!
Last night I bought a new digital camera. Progress pics coming soon.
Today (in one hour) I am going to the mall with my friend.
How do you deal with anger? I need some ideas.
Think thin (: