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Thursday, March 18, 2010

Old habits...

I just binged and purged.

[I feel weird, but calm]

It's been months since I've done this...for good reason, it sucks throwing up. But tonight I ate a baked potato with salsa and cheese, pretzels, and about ten cookies. PLUS everything else I ate today. I had no choice. I felt sick. It came up easily. I just hope I got it all. I reached a point where I thought I could stop, so I stopped. Now my lips and throat are dry and my stomach is heavy but not painfully so, like before.

God help me.

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