I need your support more than ever. Please.
I have been binging my face off. I don't know what my deal is. I can think about "why" all I want, but it changes nothing. I am uncomfortably full right now. It is 6:30 in the morning. I am still full from last night. I hate that! Because in a few hours (@work) I will feel the beginnings of hunger. But you know I will not indulge.
I am so beyond disgusted with myself and my body right now. I was doing so good!!!
It seems like we are all struggling right now and I am sad that the new year has so far not brought me strength. I fucking need it.
I have to work at 7:15. Sigh. I do not want to go. I have barely slept at all. I have to train someone too, some girl. My only hope is that she is thin. I need all the thinspo I can get.
I am starting a fast. I have to. I have no choice here. Please please leave support, readers, I am not doing so well : (
Think thin lovelies...